Heat = High Jealousy?!

Is it real..?!

I was doing lotsa editing to my yesterday scan and printing some paper, I mean few hundreds of them. Few hundred paper printing sounds a piece of cake if you are not aware of paper jammed when it’s overloaded! What I’m doing is printing 10pcs by 10pcs which takes me the whole morning just to make sure no paper wasted during the process. Hmm…I believe in saving paper means saving our forest. Besides, less paper means less cost too! One stone hit two birds!!!

Half way through, finance came to disturb my peaceful work. Actually, the place I was doing all the editing and printings isn’t my normal seat in office (As in marketing department, no individual printer, scanner, cutting place etc. It’s like sharing around or had to either wait for your turn or missed printed other colleague’s paper or made a mess around your seat after you’ve cutting 50pcs of papers…).

Since she’s gonna scan a one piece P&C paper only, I let her use the scanner first… (See how it works? If 5 colleagues came with one piece of paper will cost you jobless for few hours! Seriously though it haven’t yet happened to me~) so I gave space and head back to my seat, obviously to wait (= (thankfully have a sip of time on blogging)

“The seat’s very hot!!!” claimed my colleague

“(=” smiley face by me…felt paiseh (shy...)

Those useless words are nothing at all, till the ultimate…

“Means you get jealous easily lor…”explained my colleague

“ ?! ” by me *nod wildly*

Actually…is it true I get jealous extremely easy and in everything I can think of! I’m envy you have new cloth, try hard to think how you could be that popular when you’re a jerk to me or being praised while I’m more hardworking then you does! Gosh!!!

I did better than you do!

But how come I’m always the neglected one?!

Something to be clear, no matter how angry or how jealous I get, I’ll only try my to improve myself over people rather than those who use dirty tricks! How could people pretend to be very hardworking and friendly when they needed you and turn around as a different person?!

Rather the word jealousy, I think what has been causing it to occur is “attentive”. The need of “Attention” from people beside myself and those I care about the most like my family. Of cause I have my ways of getting them to look at me but yet to have the right way to do it.

Still hungry for self management and skills to handle people and most importantly controlling myself =) People aren’t hard to control (if you have lotsa bling bling*), it’s inner self which is killing people…woots!